interrlock

2011-05-26T09:51:00.002+10:00

oh, i moved!

http://interrlock.wordpress.com

dont ask me why i changed, i guess i'm just keen to hop along to an alternate platform!

PS* tell me if you want me to link you! lol

2011-05-19T08:37:00.002+10:00

it's time! i think i'm gonna set up a wordpress instead now. idk what's with the random idea, but, blogger has stayed with me since primary school on my birthday! (Cause i dedicated my first post to my friends on my bday). alrightioooo, gonna be an active blogger again, soon after i setup my new account! teeheE!

off to the gym now! RUN RUN RUN!

2011-05-01T15:48:00.002+10:00

have been reading so much about the constitution of singapore cause of the elections and also on history of the monarchy and royal family cause of the royal wedding. AHHAHA i suddenly don't feel so shallow afterall, hahaha and actually, it's kinda interesting to know stuff like that :|

um.. and i getting old? LOL

2011-04-25T20:52:00.004+10:00

my mum just called awhile ago and updated me about recent events that happened back at home, seems like everyone's taking a step to move on this year. not long after my eldest brother moved out, my second brother is moving out, then my mum told me about my third brother proposing to his gf last week. everything seems to change so quickly. i feel kinda happy for my third brother (being the closest to him), but a little worrying at the same time considering his ... weird way of thinking, how he would be able to raise a family while still having issues settling himself down at this age. glad that he did as he promised me the other time to stay together with mother.

certainly, there're issues with my sister in law with her attitude and useless brain (regardless how much of studies she pursue, i guess only theories work in her). she only acknowledge herself as the best while others would be way below her - bloody ass arrogant, hurtful and irritating. well, it's better off for her to move out since it's so torturing for her to stay on and makes nobody happy with her presence.

after writing the 2 paragraphs, guess a big family isn't that good afterall. so much of conflicts and dissatisfaction driving everyone to their ends. having 3 brothers feels like nothing. people kept asking questions like "aw, your brothers must have dote on you alot". In fact, we were never as close as what people think? being the youngest sister infested me much glory either? aiyaa... i have so much to ramble but too lazy... ta, thats it

bye

feeling so numb, relieved to have listeners around.

2011-04-16T23:34:00.001+10:00

why do i get so so so so so pissed with you at times?

2011-04-13T18:35:00.006+10:00

im so pissed with myself

i can't even handle my studies well, what else can i hope for? screw it, failing my IFA midsem might be a wake up call that i'm already in year 2 and should just stop procrastinating. getting a fucked up result for OB is all well worth. got a odd feeling my marketing essay would barely be a Pass tmr, and so will my group assignment if the singaporean bastard keeps zoning out to other's perspective and thinks so highly of himself. i know i shouldn't be so concerned and paranoid over my own performance, but who wouldn't?! effed

maybe being too tired is the reason for making me feel too grumpy. i shouldnt have stayed up to do study and practice for IFA last night in the first place since it all went to waste. 3 hours of unsatisfying sleep, went for a painful hour of dental fillings appointment, getting fking annoyed by this idiot who cannot pronounce "cyclicality"and someone sooooooooooo full of himself, bloody hell, just pisses me off up side down. what bad day.

my mouth is so painful i could only swallow the scrambled eggs that i just cooked. aiya what a messy post in a messed up day, home alone today, i shall blast music in the whole house all to myself. just leave me alone

2011-04-13T07:33:00.003+10:00

dear god, please give me some strength

never been so tensed for exam before, maybe it's just cause i realise the amount of effort i put in for this subject yet the practices i did don't seem to reflect a very convincing result.. i feel like crying! :( give me a break after this please, even though i really like accounting

2011-04-10T09:06:00.000+10:00

fuck, i shall go to the dentist tomorrow, woke up with a swollen gum

2011-04-10T08:20:00.004+10:00

hey ho the merry oh!

sigh, my last resort online is always this website, hahaha cos i don't wanna go offline yet and wanna have a space for me to keep typing. hmm, i was trying out iBooks on my phone last night, cause i was so sick of having to think and go through all my accounting notes, so i felt my brain needed a break, and to do so is to read? hahaa you might me like "what? siting reads" yeala, i admit i haven't picked up a book since ages, but i just suddenly felt like doing so. but after meddling with the phone for around half hr odd, i got so irritated and chucked it aside. i don't know where the fiction reading collections are? the general readings are kinda the genre that i won't bother reading? authors are people like aristotle, some ah tiongs and etc. sigh

There's so much on my to-do-list to slash out today! althou it felt productive ytd for sitting down obediently and do it, i was progressing so slowly, the simple concepts just don't get to me idk y. needa madrush 3 more chapters for my accounting, i've reduced my chapters and not gonna catch up on QM2 for now since nothing's coming up until after the break, all my OB reading for the week, marketing research assignment, OB research assignment. Sigh, gonna try to clear as much as i can today! But before that, let me have my breakfast now. Sigh even more.

i don't know what has been in my mind lately, i keep feeling empty, althou there's alot of buzzling going around me. so yea.. cya

2011-04-09T08:25:00.003+10:00

fuck it! i wanna go back to singapore! my teeth is so darn painful :(

its gets so bad that even when the weather is hot, i will get goosebumbs around easily.

okay IFA mid sem, gonna score well! mugger week on the go!

eddited;

omg i actually dont knw what to do about my teeth! its really killing, fuckit!!!!!!! why are the dentist here so expensive and i feel insure going to someone i'd never been to. and okay, behind me the wind is blowing so hard my windows panes are vibrating. i shan't talk or eat so much later, it must be the hard vegies i ordered ytd and had to eat it fast cos we were running late for the concert alrdy. sigh.

anyway, Show Luo's concert in melbourne is pretty alright! i zoned out for a couple of songs, and we managed to chiong beyond the security guards to row1 ;) haha, missing mayday's concert now. people should all attend mayday concert's at least ONCE in their life, no biases or favourtizm for them, the band actually makes you totally engrossed even though you might not know their songs, (according to my friend who is NOT a fan). people actually pay to just enjoy the music and atmosphere there. so yeah, if there's a chance i would pull my friends to catch it ONCE. haha!

alrighty, study time

2011-04-08T01:31:00.002+10:00

i'm really tired this week, it'd been crazy and worrying because not being able to understand IFA and QM2 is kinda bothering me. it seems like no matter how many times or how long i take to study IFA, it will get into me but not for long? argh. only 2 heavy subjects this sem and i'm complaining already, what will happen next sem when biz finance, corp law and cost management will be major killers?

MUOSS program is just shitty, esp most of the office bearers are basically a group of shitwhole bunch of people - MOST of them, not all. i dont mind doing voluntary work, but if you also play a part as a leader to perform your duties, i wouldn't complain. the worse thing is, when you just points and allocate a job to someone, yet all you guys did was sit there, chit chat and basically do nothing? what does "abusing your authorities" actually mean? sigh .. such people ..

i wanna sleep so badly now, but i have so much to study. im so tired, someone help me seriously

2011-04-06T15:29:00.001+10:00

my teeth is so fking painful

2011-03-31T09:34:00.000+11:00

everything comes tumbling back again,

studying keeps my thoughts busy

2011-03-30T08:33:00.004+11:00

hi yall~

its week 5 in melbourne now! and we're slowly nearing easter breaks! once again, scary how time flies? last night, i was attempting to clear up my qm2 assignment and skyping a discussion online with a friend. and daaaaaamn, we digressed to online food hunting?! its so bad for us cos i was browsing with a hungry stomach (even after having home cooked bake rice for dinner, glups). we are mega tam jia people, setting the date aside and nothing comes true cos of my laziness Zzzz, sigh. i'mma make this happen now! determined to conquer the good food and on the maintaining side, intensive gymming whenever i can make slots into the schedule! left with only 1.5 yrs of studies, how can i just keep missing out?

looking all dull and hazy outside my windows now, seems like a great day to snuggle in bed. gah, so much to catch up for IFA but im so reluctant to focus more than 10 mins on it. i should really make an effort, no one say accounting is an easy subject :( i love numbers (just for consolation).. BYE! :)

2011-03-23T08:36:00.001+11:00

getting busy now :(

bearable!

2011-03-22T20:10:00.004+11:00

omg blog!

i feel so shit today, i don't even understand what's wrong with me? is the gloomy weather affecting my mood so badly? or is it my stupidity really taking its toll on me? what's really going on in my head?! someone help me! :(

how come i feel like life is lacking something, and that something can never belong to me.

something is really wrong with me! fuck

2011-03-17T08:43:00.003+11:00

It's thursday in study week 3 now!

i realise i have nothing much to update but why did i even log in to this page?

HAHAHA, sorry i just wasted your time reading!

i'll soon LOL

2011-03-10T09:48:00.002+11:00

Hi! thought i would just pop by ;)

in exclamation of how fast time actually passes, it's creeping into week 3 of college already! on the study load, these few weeks has been pretty much mundane.

IFA is incredibly dry

QM2 would be better if there's a change in lecturer - not that he's not good at teaching, i just cannot immerse myself in those theories with his voice

Marketing is rather interesting, but intimidating tutorial mates which makes me reluctant to go for classes

OB is not as dreary but the humdrum weekly routine of reading and work is such a chore!

ah well, apart from those, i have 3 coming assignments due and a couple of others next month before a mid-sem test coming up! and i guess before you know it, we'll be in Easter's! Damn, growing old is just so fast! This year seems even faster than usual - thinking of which, i don't think i've done much.. During the past weekends, i've popped by South Wharf a couple of times - FINALLY GOT MY FLUFFY UGG BOOTS ;D can't wait for winter to wear them now! - and Melbourne's Summer Night Market last wednesday, food was pretty damn awesome esp all the fresh prawns and fat scallops :D but at the top of my list, i still love groceries shopping~ sight of food makes me jumpyyy~

i realised i'm typing this post because i wanna escape going to the gym, but i'm all set and ready to go in my gym suit. fark, sucha lazy pig. i shall leave soon! :)

till then,

2011-02-23T04:25:00.001+11:00

oh btw i wanna make a stupid wish -

can my dear Ashin, please, go on a diet?!

i need to fucking go on a diet too

2011-02-23T03:42:00.002+11:00

hi blog blog! jiejie is back for another short visit. ah well, tmr's the big day!

well not really

it's like a routine to stay in somewhere for 3 mnths or so, and fly to another place - feeling like a nomad suddenly. my luggage is lying by my bedside, only filled with clothes, just clothes and it's running outta space alrdy! always hated it when i have to pack all my bottles of lotion, facial kits, make-ups etc. damn sian

only until today i actually went to town and met a few college friends in town, so coincidentally. i feel it is kinda like a reminder to be that i'm going back there. i dont see why i haven't coincidentally met anyone else along the way within my long 3 mnths break huh.

anyway, i met up with the basketball girls for dinner at 6. hanging out chilling is pretty cool stuff, esp when you know you grow up with these kids. it makes you feel like you're home. more like you feel comfortable whenever and wherever. reminiscing what we did in the past really brought so much laughter out. it'll has been great having to meet these girls over the pst 4 consecutive weeks! kinda rare to have such gathering going on when everyone are segregated into different schs and up with different schedules. awww

yea 1am now. i needa carry on with my half loaded luggage. sian max

after tonight's dinner, i have severe craving for milk powder, like seeeeeeeeriously!

just updating

2011-02-21T13:11:00.002+11:00

i realised it's been some time since i last came to jot down my thoughts, such habit seem to die down gradually. well anyway, in less than 2 days, i'll be taking then night flight back with my cousin and my mum to melbourne. it's scary to think - i'm just about to commence my year 2 of studies in college! and i've actually be overseas, studying for 2 years thus far! its so hard to believe. even when i think about it, i won't feel as if i've been an abroad graduate, just seem pretty unrealistic. Maybe it's cos i've been there too young at 17. ah well. at least i made good friends there huh.

a brand new semester to start with! :)

2011-02-06T06:33:00.000+11:00

i just deleted a post again, full of fucked up emotions but i was thinking... there's no point feeling angry over it since he won't be here to read my blog. so. stay as it is. shut up

2011-02-02T01:36:00.003+11:00

i felt i really needed to blog something about my work.

since i got back from USA, i got posted to the headquarters of my working company which i interviewed for before i went on vacations. you know, i never felt so fortunate before. choosing to work in this company is really the best choice, i met the nicest colleague who are just soooo patience with me, even thou i kept making mistakes here and there. they merely covered up everything for me and taught me so much. if not for studies, i kinda wanna continue working as a perm staff for them.

i've never met such a caring mentor, like seriously. it's only a month! my HQ manager treated me so well, as in, i thought they really didnt bothered abt me, and my lady boss and boss. walao, like seriously, today was my last day, when they all found out, they literally had the 0.0 face! HAHA and asked me to stay on. currently texting my mentor (even thou she's just 2 years older than me). When my bosses left today, i felt like a young girl all over again. they came over and hugged me and asked me to come back when i return from aust.

i wonder if my intern in one of the big4 next year will be as good as this. ah well.. i shld just look forward to the fresh semester thats commencing in just 3 weeks time! and im heading back to melb soon!! i kinda miss that place :)

2011-01-11T01:43:00.003+11:00

can you tell that im really tired?

you seriously need to show others some form of empathy

i have a mountain of clothes awaiting me to chuck them all into the luggage

moving house is just so tiring esp when you have a truckloads of stuff!

this is crazy, i should go shower and get started with my packing again, i have severe lack of sleep every single day since the start of 2011! there pops the question again, why am i doing this to myself? oh bother...

가장 가슴아픈 것은 자네가 있지만, 가서 당신을 풀어 볼 수 없습니다.

2011-01-10T00:17:00.002+11:00

specks of dust is flying everywhr in my room, whether or not visible, i've been sneezing incessantly! grossssssss! packing-moving house really shows how much stuff i have, i've been packing for days now and still not done! tired ttmx

my to-do-list includes packing my room, studying for my korean due tmr, and studying ftt all by tonight, and it clocks 930 now, how am i to finish it all before 12?! its crazy - i still have driving tmr morning at 830 (EUNOS MAN!) which is gonna end at 10, and imma rush to work at 11! mad rush, after working there's still korean class! omg, but it feels so good to be busy because it put me to sleep too easily.

putting 突然好想你 on the roll again

this sucks, still

2011-01-09T04:42:00.008+11:00

really love the times with the bballers, as usual. even though i haven't met most of them for the longest time, i still love my batch of girls, and those whom i usually hung out with. was just hoping more of these gatherings will come by. well yea, so long if i have the chance to participate.

apart from the people, it is the sport that unites everyone together. i think i should really stop contemplating and play for melb uni basketball team. i'm certain it'll be a whole new adventure.

i only came to realization tonight, that deep down, something still lingers. even though so much has changed, so much has became impossible to overturn, i feel like i understood how weakly unstable my emotions and mentality are. also, disappointed as avoidance has became my only excuse. it just won't work out, the heavy burden is still there, i have never been true to myself either.

this sucks because its just so painful to watch. once again, why is it just so hard to let go?

2011-01-07T02:52:00.004+11:00

sibeh hate going home, working is the best way to escape, keeping myself busy keeps me away from home, moving house and having my own room allows me to confine myself in my tiny corner, staying overseas gives me all the freedom and joy i want.

what is home like to me?

dont tell me i'll regret it when i lose everything cause, i'm kinda numb to the hostile environment which has all gone stale. let the book put me to sleep. zone me out of all the naggings cause it fucking irritates me.

& it's friday tmr, finally a weekend off work. im so tired even though it counts only day 4.

2010-12-03T04:31:00.003+11:00

next year i need to learn to croak like a toad, and study like a toad.

i randomly logged on the uni portal, was aghast at the results in a bad way. which just adds up to an even more depressing night.

i thought i did fairly well for the exam, but nonetheless it was worse then usual and pulled my overall down. P is such an ugly grade.

why is staying in singapore so disheartening this time round

2010-12-03T03:31:00.003+11:00

i hate it when my mum still treats me like a kid, as if i'm not old enough to make wise decisions myself. one of the many reasons why i am so keen of going back to melbourne, is because i don't have to face her scolding me repeatedly over my attitude (when she's keeps irritating me and it's so difficult not to get fed up), fucked up bitch. i wanna leave the country quick so that i can return and move to a new house where we don't anymore have a joint toilet and will be staying on the different level. more time to myself, lesser irritating, and more isolation, since that's what everyone in the family likes to do. can't wait till i get my license as it deems as a mean of "coming home late" and "escaping home". i sound like some kid throwing tantrum but what i'm saying here is really what i'm hoping for now. no where in this world, can i vent my anger anywhere. not even someone whom i can speak to in the family. i hate having segregated families where everything is just "minding your own business", and there's no such thing as family dinner or sort in the normal routine except new year dinner (since everyone's forced to be present). really just hope my mum would put her attention off me, argh! hate being the youngest here, hate having the feeling of being pampered because it makes me feel useless (i have my own hands and legs to master things). can't imagine how bad things would be over the next 4 days in KL cause my eldest brother is a control freakhole (can be really nice at times) and i'll be with my mum too. fuck it fuck it! need to fully charge my phone and "zi bi" and be mute for the next couple of days. fuck what decision is this!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i also hate myself for making the decision to go to USA because i wasted so much time and money which could have been forgone to do better things like working (which, i know it's weird to say, i enjoy more). if given a choice i sincerely hope to cut down the trip to 2 weeks instead of 3 - i will enquire for it tmr if it's possible for a full refund! really wanna work so badly, because i feel dimwitted.

crossing my fingers that the HR/Accounts manager will call me back after my trip. i really need the job if not i'll idle my time away again in jan/feb which is not something i really wanna do. don't really wanna sit and keep getting money from my mum!

2010-11-28T18:26:00.002+11:00

i don't like to say this, but as a friend, having you or not doesn't make any difference in my life anymore. don't only come to me when you need, when you wish. i don't know where truth or lies now lies. all i know is, we will never be like before anymore. it would be wrong if everything didn't pisses me off, because this shows i'm concerned. if you haven't seen the changes in you, it's time you sit down and reflect over how you have treated your peers all these years.

so tired

2010-11-24T04:16:00.002+11:00

when you know that on a very fine day, your lies will be exposed and the bubble will eventually burst, why lie in the first place? i've forgiven you numerous times and can't put myself in a spot to be angry with you. argh, dont make a comforting promise if you know that you can't achieve anything, it only makes your friend hurt more.

off to bed. need to wash the angry thoughts away.

i wanna go back to melbourne (can't believe im saying this)

2010-11-14T09:23:00.003+11:00

15th November - 9.15 AM - 3 hours - APA

16th November - 9.15 AM - 3 hours - ATA

18th November - 11 AM - 1.5 hours - Biz Law

EAGERLY COUNTING DOWN TO THE END OF MY MUGGER LIFE!

it'd been 2 weeks.

my daily routine for these 2 weeks has pretty much been the same, waking up - eat - study - eat - study. of the 18 hours awake, i can sternly tell you 17 hours of my time was cramped in my room and doing my work. fuck life seriously, not like i dont take a break or something. but whenever i take a break, thoughts of "why am i doing this? i could have just head to bed and chuck the sheets of paper away". it is the guilt that makes you continue. the other time i went back, my relatives were complaining about my eye bags, fuck you, do you think that is what i want? i won't wanna lead this kind of lifestyle and turn myself into a haggard looking wench right. & the worst thing is when your parents didn't give a damn or believe that you are actually working hard.

thats the only consolation of staying in melbourne, to have my own way of living.

4 more days before everything's over, i need to tide this through.

at each stage in life, every time you progress, one problem will tend to overshadow the other. making you feel like,"hey, life wasn't just as bad". but in fact, the level of difficulty tags along as you grow older, it builds up a taller wall and you need to find a way to cross over.

and this time, imma cheat and climb over the wall in four days.

and the other side of the world will be a much cheerful place to be in!

what has exams actually gotten into me? :|

from jane's blog, because i feel exactly the same way

我從十七歲開始認識這班家夥，我從他們的身上學到了很多很多，也讓自己變得完整。還有，他們總是無怨無悔的頂起時間的巨大壓力，吞下無數的辛苦，每次都陪著我拼到最後一刻，只為了讓我沒有壓力的寫下去，他們真是很了不起的四個好家夥，如果能夠和他們組一輩子的團，將是我最大的幸福。—阿信

I might be more fortunate then 阿信, since 我從十三歲就開始認識我的這班家夥 :D

Hi again!

2010-11-12T15:01:00.003+11:00

HELP!

Actually, i just need some advice on where to get reliable cameras(or rather Canon S95/S90) in Singapore, and doesn't do unreasonable mark ups please. If you have any clue, PLEASE CONTACT ME ON FACEBOOK OR TWITTER!! as you can see i totally dont have a tagboard now.

Hi again! i'm blogging again! HAHA (JANE IM BLOGGING!)

i don't know what to update about my life thus far it'd just been intensive studying for the past 1 week/2 week (totally lost count), but im certain my ass really grew by inches in circumference (omg i actually forgot the spelling for this word when i used to write 'circumference' for so many years due to Emath hahahah).

I'll be having APA paper on monday, very very worried because i haven't been attending lectures nor listening in tut for this module ;| throughout the whole semester, i have no clue at all what is the subject leading us to, it just seem kinda useless having to memorise general knowledge.

& then next up will be ATA paper on tuesday, ITS FREAKING ME OUT!! super heavy module, must really score for this! i studied so hard for it! (thou not as hard as macro which isn't my major as all).

PBL on the thursday, that one... i'm just hoping i wouldn't get a H3 or Pass, freak, anything above H2B please lol. and then END OF EXAMS, HOLY PEOPLE! :D will be moving house immediately (as i planned), and then off for DINNER & HARRY POTTER AND THE DEALTHY HALLOWS!!! HEHEHEHE! i'm so excited, and even more excited when i clicked on the "continue" button on the payment page for my advance order!!

& imma head home on the 20th night pppppeeeeooopppllleeeee, CAN'T WAIT!!

& then, LEAVING FOR USA WILL BE NEXT! its kinda an expected trip and year.. can't believe this yr just passed like that. i'm kinda growing fonder of melbourne actually :D

RIGHT OFF TO STUDY, BYE!

one paper down!

2010-11-09T22:44:00.002+11:00

MACRO PAPER IS DOWN! 3 more to go, but i think i just wasted one day :( I guessed most of the questions right again today, i mean, the questions over the years are kinda predictable, was just pretty lucky to not have money and currency/exchange rate tested, omg grateful and thank god. but seems like i kinda lost my hope for a h1 for macro already, .. hope there's moderation and HOPEFULLY again it'll pull my overall up. a 1 to 1% weightage per mark is really scary, .. would've preferred a scale down of marks instead.

im all left with accounts papers and pbl, so worried again! and hahaha i realised im back to blogging! :D oh and spring's here officially! i mean, it had officially been spring since about a mnth or two ago, but the weather has been crazily cold and chilly everyday until swot vacations when i spend most of my time at home and couldn't enjoy the sun very much. ah well, going back to singapore soon! and it's sunny yellow banana day, every single minute up there! by then i guess i'll be whining for the cold again, how ironic.

right, off to shower and start studying for accounts already. must do well this sem! but i think the thought of finishing a paper today is remarkable already, hahaha.

bye!

still waiting for 3dna to be out :(

OMG!

2010-11-09T07:58:00.002+11:00

OH MY GOD, HELP ME!

I CAN'T WAIT TO SCREAM AND BURN MY BOOKS (LIKE WHAT ASHIN AFTER HIS MATH PAPERS) BECAUSE I WON'T BE STUDYING ECONOMICS ANYMORE, WAHHA!

but in the mean time, i really feel like dying, walaooooo please let everything that i study resurface during exams! every single detail that i made an effort to remember and understand, NEED TO SCOREEE, though the wings of H1 are fluttering with uncertainty.

GOOD LUCK ME, AND EVERYONE. hahaha :S

Im back!!

2010-11-07T10:05:00.003+11:00

Hello i'm back i'm back!! so much for having to isolate my blog for so long and coming up for an update only during the midst of hectic exam period :S 2 more days to macro paper to be specific, i felt i've done enough study but i think when it comes to doing the paper, it'll kinda be a messed up episode.

Anyway, i've been going for regular eating trip! eating is beast, esp when you fill yourself with a hearty breakfast, it's best to kick start for a fresh day. yipeee! melbourne has lots of great foody places for me to discover. HEHE i guess eating and combing the territory is starting to hype up my mood! i want to try trotters after seeing photos regarding their serve of breakfast, sooo mouth wateringgggg!

can't wait for myself to get back to singapore, and counting down, *short of fingers just yet*, but im exactly 2 weeks away from going home! & i seriously can't wait for the trip to USA with my friend, and for a friend visit! ahhh! the only worrying part pricking me is the thought of having to sit in a 3 star rated airlines. & according to the research i did online, it was horribly reviewed by practically everyone who paid for a cheap flight. well, its not me demanding for a better airlines (Cause i've been on 3star jetstar flights to almost everywhere i go in asia), but its a long way to USA!! and i can't risk myself dying (choy). Furthermore, with so many flight incidents flashing on the media lately, i'm dying to change to SQ since it's my only faith now.

righttttt, imma go back to studying now! had been so depressed because of my assignment results.. :( my exams gonna pull everything upppppppp!! OHOH and i'm signing up for korean language classes in singapore! AHHA was initially wanting jap, but .. yeah, schedule doesn't fit well enough. & i'm desperately looking for a job in singapore regarding the acct/audit sector to get a taste of how such work are actually carried out, so hopefully i would be given more opportunities to work in melbourne during curriculum. & earn back at least some income that melbourne sucked out in me.

love you all, bye!

i need lotsa luck now! :D

(Ashin Bless Me)

HAHAHAHA!~

OCTOBER SUNDAY!

2010-10-03T20:07:00.003+11:00

i dont know if you can enlarge the photo, but HAHAHA JANE, NOT ONLY YOUR CHINESE COMPO CAN USE IDOL'S NAME, MY ASSIGNMENT IS COOL TOO! HAAHAHA! LOOK AT MY ASSIGNMENT NAME! (Y) ME WIN RIGHT!! :D

ANyway havent been blogging for the whole 2 weeks holidays i guess. Blogging is just not there anymore. hmm, im here becos im munching on my dinner now, no where else to surf. and maybe because school is commencing again, tmr, week9, horrifying weet 12 is coming and SWOT vac is coming too! which means exams! this week's gonna be busy, busy bzz bzz bee.

uh, oh!! i got my phone and is loving it!! :DD its just the world's craziest and smartest phone. i know people are over the iphone frenzy now, but because i've wait all along since iphone3, it'd been a long 2 yr wait and.. hahahah its just not that easy to kick the insanity away.

my 2 weeks of holidays is crazy! i dont know how come can pass so quickly? at least i did abit of studying, more like i have even more to catch up after the school starts. i finished ATA assignment (like just) and it took us 4 days to do crazy analysis for Pacific Brands company (you know the manufacturing company of major brands like Bonds etc.) It'd been crazy 4 days!

APA is close to completion with my 4 other group members. this time we had to work on a biz plan proposal for this non-profit company. its crazy thinking up processes, ideas, recommendations, etc worth 30%!! so much to do, no joke. i still have a macro due next week and biz law test on the friday. mad its mad! i thought year1 is suppose to be a breeze. gah

wellllooos, i took less than 10minutes to wrap up this entire post. swifty me. needa go work on my tuts for tmr now. imma motivated today. its rare having this in me :|

September Sunday!

2010-09-26T09:51:00.002+10:00

one week of holiday has gone by? but i've done nothing more then just gymming, watching dramas and slacking. i haven't lay my fingers on any books or papers yet and i think i'll be panicking when the time comes. i made a rather impromptu decision 2 days back, and it's gonna surprise many when the day comes, hahaha! and i removed my tagboard because of irritating spammers, don't know who they are or where they come from, so, i just wanna remove it!

when is 3DNA coming out!! my neck is getting longer and patience is getting shorterrrrr!! i need to start crashing the library soon! :( gymming later again! sian, my muscle hasn't stopped aching since friday, but i need to go under mega diet plan for .... hahahaha, yup! byebye!

2010-09-17T11:38:00.006+10:00

realised my blog post are shorter and shorter each day. but well, doesn't pose as a problem. Holidays officially commenced yesterday after my last class from 11-12am :D i'm settled in a very holiday-ish mood since the start of this week, havent touched on any work so far. hahaha

A friend got me hooked to watching CHUCK

this really really really awesome spy series! omg, Yvonne Strahovski is so damn pretty! love her build more than Step Up 3D's Sharni Vinson (because her body is ... too build LOL). anyway i just love this kinda show which involve solving cases and less noisy in terms of action. i think im crazy? because im finishing season 2 already :X sat at home the whole day ytd except for class time dude!

i needa continue now.

oh and,

i hate getting addicted to games? damn it, i have the urge to try redownloading maple and baking life is in the way!! :(

another, imma have something to attend tonight which, i never thought i would ever do that in my life? in a way, so contented with myself for taking that step, but im freaking out!!

bye! :)

2010-09-15T10:45:00.005+10:00

so troubled!!

i've so many decisions to make, yet i can't bare to forgo anything.

anyone out there to give me some genuine advice? :(

holiday's coming! yay! imma spare some time for reading again :D

2010-09-07T21:33:00.002+10:00

my poor nose

i feel like creating another twitter account? because i wanna spam and rant all i want without having to think who's gonna get irritated. hmm maybe i really should do that.

my poor nose

2010-09-06T19:13:00.001+10:00

a fresh step forward can untangle your fear to obligations

i just did, but awkwardness is at work

2010-09-06T19:10:00.002+10:00

priorities up front, you know it yourself, but facing it - is the biggest challenge

come to me, motivation!!

2010-09-06T01:03:00.000+10:00

i hate it the most when people say,"oh ok i promise" but things always turns out the other way

fuck life

SEPTEMBER SATURDAY

2010-09-04T20:14:00.002+10:00

WALAO I BUAY TAHAN MYSELF!!

how come i can keep eating and eating and eating and then when i hit target already, i became more complacent and eat more than usual, and then super lazy and then find alot of dumb excuses to not gym. gaaaaaah

went shopping today :) finaaaaaally had the chance to after so long and got many loots at reasonable bargains! hehehe. then went for dinner, ate many many dimsum and had good good wanton noodles. hehehehe. then came home and ate one bowl of cashew nuts. hehehehe. im an idiotic glutton. buay tahan!!

ok bye bye, finishing up mah assignment tonight then to mug for pbl for friday's test again! :( im a lifeless kiddy

September Thursday

2010-09-02T17:45:00.002+10:00

i really suspect i have major pms. every small things seem to take a toll on my life and inducing mad driven emotions. i don't wanna be like that. why can't i be less sensitive? why is it that i always get disturbed so easily. feeling kinda bad for my friends around me to hear me whine and complain, thats why i tell myself that i must start confining anger and hate myself instead. i'm so tired. running and exercising makes me feel so much better. actually there're more than those i say out that's inflicting trouble on me, just that i'd been keeping it to myself all these while. i guess it's more comfortable that way. aiya fuck i don't know what i'm typing.

bye :(

August Saturday

2010-08-28T19:57:00.003+10:00

HEHEHE

so much things to do, im hugging a tub of freddos icecream with durian (Y), nutella (Y) and fruitty (Y)(Y) flavour. need to go shower and start my workload again soon. i just got back from albert house gathering session with the rest of the other batches boarders. was quite okay, but made me miss the food back then. i didnt know why people kept complaining of it being repetitive and disgusting. but i think it was good, or maybe i'm just a boring person.

something happened that made me reflect on myself alot ever since i stepped home. the quiet walls and silence made me enter my thoughts and ponder even more. is it my personality or the bad side of my verbal language that made it so insulting sometimes. you know, its just me that doesn't like the awkwardness in between silence. or i think it's just that i am too used to the boisterous and rowdy world with my old friends that made me feel everyone would behave the same way. probably not.

and, today i happened to chance upon a conversation which betrays a friend. in fact i wasn't really very keen with all the tittle-tattle stories that were told, it made me feel all of a sudden, very insecure, and involved in a kind of situation where i need to beware of the people around me? the times when you think you trust a person most, might be a wrong step you take to sell yourself down the river. apart from that, i feel grateful and thank god for the close friends i have in melb and singapore.

anyway, its so not me writing a paragraph of self reflective note on my blog since at most of the time i keep all these to myself or either that in my private blog. sigh.. i see the world so differently lately.

NEW UPDATE! heheheheh, my USA trip is confirmed! and i'll be away for 19 days from 14th december to 30th! actually i was really very excited about this trip, but when mum called, disclosed the itinerary that was faxed to her by my friend, and after that told me,"you are going to work for me to earn the cash back". i totally think i screwed myself this time round. i should have just agreed to go europe with her instead.. well anyway, i don't know what's so bad about working for her, but up till now, im gonna keep psycho-ing myself that it's all gonna be fine, and i will gain another opportunity in the society. i need to boost my confidence so badly (give me alcohol).

yup, and im done blogging! i think its the first time i actually typed everything in my thoughts out in words. well since blogging is such a quite matter these days, it feels good to be talking to myself on the blog. hurhur

cya :)

August Tuesday

2010-08-24T18:05:00.003+10:00

These guys went over to support Rene's concert @ Taipei Dome last saturday, and i was just wondering what causes masa's absence when monster and him are forever going for concerts together. well yea, and some time later .. photos and reports of him being the "special guest" of Rene's concert surfaced. i love masa playing the piano! and they did a 台客 dance! very epic indeed.

and this was him during the rehersals playing with rene's spinning band. He was wondering how Rene could do the spinning in midair while singing, and could stablize herself so well even after she landed and continued singing.

and the weird... dance. HAHA

And then again, i was bored on a friday night i suppose? or was it saturday, i webcammed with my super nonsensical mate and off we went snapping and crapping. made me miss the fun we used to have back at home, .. SEMESTER'S GONNA END SOON! (im in week5 now, uh and before the end i will have tests and assignments, assignments and exams so... self comforting works sometimes)

there goes..

today i feel like dying, since the other day my umbrella flopped, and i made a fool of myself (by saying "WHOSE THAT" to someone on a phone), the rain starting splattering insanely the moment i stepped out of The Spot. The journal home was just laughter and dampish! such an entertainment to see everyone's umbrella blown up yet trying to hard to penetrate the gushing wind. you can never imagine how forceful the wind here is, it can literally push you uphill effortlessly wtf. i think a stick man can easily can blown away HAHA

i... hear...hails... again...

anyway i checked my results for PBL awhile ago. it was such a letdown, seemed like the weekly reading i did to follow up the lectures weren't of any use? i think it was more of like .. trying to get over it quickly. i'm not gonna get demoralized by the marks anymore, gonna put in my heart to reading it, imma redeem what i lose this time for a better mark for the following. the moment i saw the results, i admit i was so mad with myself.. shld have put in more effort in this dumb subject! when the first skill test is kinda like a dummy test? sigh. reallyyyyy felt like killing myself just now man, not literally but .. aiyaaaaa, i dont know what to say. just feels that being at that stand doesn't really make me satisfied. tmd. stupid girl.

imma start studying early today. buhbye :)

August Saturday

2010-08-22T09:46:00.003+10:00

I caught STEP UP 3D on a freshy friday night with natasha after completing close to a third of my assignment in the library with an awesome friend throughout the afternoon.

STEP UP 3D WAS WAAAAAY AAAWESOME!

the dance moves were so tedious and delicate, yet showcased with flawless perfection. the chorographers' hardwork can all be realized in the movie. i whispered and ask natasha if it was all real. graphics wise, colours and techniques used in the 3D graphics was needless-to-say the best extraction. maybe it's just the effect of 3D films? this made me anticipate for the upcoming 3DNA movie with MAYDAY's concert in taichung and some small parts around the world recorded into the 3 hour film (which i think, a 3hr film for mayday concert will never ever be sufficient because their concert needs to be a solid 4 hour to get the best out of it). Lastly, RICK MALAMBRI IS ONE HOT DUDE & SHARNI VINSON HAS THE CRAZIEST, MOST GORGEOUS LOOKING BODY. seeeeeeriously!

right, there we go, YOU JUST GOTTA WATCH THE MOVIE! YOU'LL LOVE IT, i feel it's way better than Step Up 1 and Step Up 2!

On a Saturday morning, i lugged myself out of bed for breakfast @ Browns. still love the almond crossiant a friend introduced to me sometime ago. gotta let you guys try it too! i'll find a way.. HAHA! then i met my partner and off we go to the library to finish up our assignment! Think ATA's a bitch? we spent 2 days to research on Pacific brands ltd, and Country Road ltd's financial reports and did some analysis, all those accounted to Part A of the work, and sums up to 96marks, worth 8% of the entire assignment! Part B will be released next week, and it's gonna be an awful 12%. i bet that's the killer part .. i "can't wait"!

Macro's assignment is out, but i've yet to even download the file yet. i shall get started wednesday! APA assignment notice was out last week - managed to form only a group of 4 with 3 other girls from my tut, great and fun people as well - uni seems pretty satisfying this semester, or rather this year! love working as a group with cooperative members :) indeed i had a hard time in trinity because of drama :/

this week's craaaazy, did i mention? i had my macro MCQ test which apparently wasn't a breeze even when 3 of us sat down and do it together. we almost couldn't get 15 questions done in 30 minutes - we only submitted the answers in within the last 6 seconds. PBL (principal of biz law) was worse! the case study given before the exam in a form of law report made it almost impossible to understand! tmd lawyers really have their own greek language. the whole test lasted for 50 minutes, for 35 questions. IT WAS THE HARDEST MCQ QUESTIONS I'D EVER COME ACROSS IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE? i think i screwed the paper, made so many guesses. right now, i can't wait for the results to be out on monday *sweat trickles*

This is such a long post. hahaha i guess it's just a boring sunday morning. sounds like i have no worries on hand, but you're so wrong.. HAHAH! i think i'll just make a to-do-list for today

- Read Macro textbook/notes and finish up tut sheet for tmr

- Revise ATA (totally dont understand) and finish up tut sheet for tmr

- Revise previous ATA tut (because i also dont understand - !!)

- Complete reading for PBL in source book/lecture/tut

- APA tut!! :(

alamak, i dont even know if i can finish everything today! & when im so deprived of sleep! my body is set to wake up at 8am already! way before my ‘心中無別人’ started ringing - yes it my alarm HAHAHA. my lids felt like closing while typing this entire entry.

OH!! webcammed with yinsuan yesterday, and we're close to finalising our trip at the end of the year!! i'm so excited!! and this mid-semester holiday, i MIGHT(maybe) also be leaving victoria for someone with the girls! Mummy & Bro might be coming down to melbourne! bro and i were discussing to plan a road trip around victoria! that's freaking exciting! and i can finally enter CROWN CASINO WITH THEM! hahaha! being 18 feeeeeeels goooooood!

Ok, i better get off to work. i think this long post will free myself for blogging for the next few days :)

August Thursday

2010-08-19T18:51:00.003+10:00

today was mad insane, i just embarrassed myself in public again. it's not like i really ask for it, but weird things just happen in my life, guess thats why it made it more meaningful? (wait i dont know what i'm writing)

anyway, it was like that, Melbourne's supermarket uses a "self tap out" system where you manually scan your own item using bar-coding to pay for it. Yea and with me at that time, was only $20, and usually i use my debit card to directly pay for my stuff. but the dumb thing is, i forgot to transfer money out from my netbank account (another account which earns interest for you) to my stream line account (just a term for a normal account). OMG, and swiped my card 3/4 times because i don't believe my dumbness. so each time, i needed the staff assistance to help me with my transaction. wtf, and the amount of stuff i bought was $60! (i intend to hibernate next week because all the assignments and tests are out). crap, so eventually i called my roommate to transfer the money to me immediately via online and the queue today was uuuuuuber long. and many ppl were looking what kept me for so long :/ yea apparently its my card la... uhh pissed with myself.

im so tired. its 7pm and my eyes are shutting soon. i have a test to mug for, and a whole long day to go tmr - doing research assignment analysis - and same goes on my coming sat & sun. hopefully we can finish the assignment within 3 days. if not ... my head will roll seriously. apart from assignments, and the newly released assignments, i need to work on the tuts and revision. this week is really killer. i think the coffee drinking habit is coming back again.

Oh and, i realised this year i haven't really been taking alot of photos with my friends, or rather i even bothered to bring my camera out. so i guess from tmr onwards, everytime i go out, i need to take more photos! hehehe, will be catching Step Up 3D tmr night! :D but before that, yes study. and i just ordered stuff from ASOS, ehhehe, so happy. i wanna buy more clothes, i think it's time to give my wardrobe a major make over. but where does the $ comes from? sky ah?! zzz

right, enough of shit. i dont even know why i came to blog. bye!

ZAI JIA

NOT FORGETTING, I REALLY HATE XINMSN FOR NOT ALLOWING REGIONS OUT OF SINGAPORE TO WATCH FROM THEIR SITE. THATS THE DUMEST DECISION ONE CAN EVER THINK OF? SEE, IF YOU WANNA PROMOTE THE MEDIA SECTOR TO THE REST OF THE WORLD, ISN'T INTERNET THE BEST SOURCE TO MAKE KNOWN YOUR FORTE IN THIS ERA OF GLOBALIZATION (social studies)? I KNOW OF COPYRIGHTS VIOLATION, BUT IF YOU ALLOW FOR PEOPLE OVERSEAS TO CATCH THE SHOWS ONLINE, WON'T IT BE A WIN-WIN SITUATION FOR BOTH PARTIES? ZZ LOUSY SHIT, I EVEN WANTED TO LODGE A COMPLAIN THROUGH THE WEBSITE BUT BUT BUT .. THE 'FEEDBACK' PAGE IS NOT AVAILABLE! SO.. i guess they know they really suck :@

HAPPY 800th! :D

2010-08-18T16:50:00.003+10:00

my new favourite shot!! :D

Im finally updating again! hehe, seems like typing blogger.com isn't just that finger work anymore, because im mentally blocked out from this website for some reason as well :| okay, hmm.. it's week 4 of school already! see how time really flies~ im just done with my macro test last night (was super challenging compared to micro) and now leaving me with a 14 page research and analysis assignment for ATA and biz law test on friday. i'm dead flustered with the wk1-3 work for it, so much to go into the head, so much to know! hate it when it comes to legislation stuff, not like i'm thinking to be some politician.

Recently, leehom's lastest album is awesome! and zhang yun jing's 你是唯一 had been on the roll lately.

School's pretty good these weeks. Might be going for a "mahjong practice" this coming saturday over at a friend's place, because there's an upcoming mahjong competition going on in the sg's club. HAHA hw cool is that. haven't been getting the tiles on the tips of my fingers these days. so siting's pretty excited! :D

was walking back with pearly just now after blaw lecture. the wind was terribly horribly atrocious!! our umbrellas literally flipped throughout the way we walked back. HAHA! was hilarious because everyone was staring at us and we're busy laughing away. and while walking back i heard this person behind us calling out "HELLO!" and i thought there was someone calling out for us, so i turned back and replied "who is that" HAHAHA wtf, that girl was actually on a phone! super embarrassing, so we hasten our pace hahahah. basket dunno why i always do malu stuff..

okay, i realised i took dman fast to finish this post. everything's blurted out like im all prepared. Anyhoo, needa go. i wanna do well for the law test!! hehehe. cya loves~

hate to know when i'm used by someone to achieve their goals. fuck. if you wanna make use of me, dont let me know so i won't feel so bad okay? at least i know will still offer a helping hand if you need one

its coming!

2010-08-12T09:53:00.003+10:00

My weekend's gonna be far from fun, i can already foresee. It's merely week 3 and i have so much things to catch up on already!

Imma have an econs MCQ exam on the early days of the week, and a biz law(blaw) mcq exam with super heavy weightage on friday, and i needa meetup with my partner for Accounting Transaction & Analysis assignment with i think more than 14 pages of word analysis on several companies. Ahhh! & right now at this moment, i still have all the tuts due next week! oh FML! a blaw tut can take me one whole day to finish up, from lecture notes to the super thick source book and then to the super many extra info tut on the comp. Mad time rush!! and more reading for macro!

i shall go to sch for my last lecture of the week before coming back to chiong already. i hope my thurs-fri-sat-sun can at least allow me to finish 3/4 of it! :(

Why is ashin's face so funny here? HAHA

Oh and i slept at 5am ytd because i was watching Unriddle! OMG RUI EN IS MAD PRETTY AND SLEEK! i have more motivation to go to the gym already!

randoms

2010-08-09T23:27:00.004+10:00

OMG HE LOOKS NICE IN THIS MAGGGGG :D IMMA HUNT IT DOWN IN CHINATOWN! MUST BUY!

HAPPY 45th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

looks weird with red and black, but obviously i can't put white or it'll be invisible. HAHA. anyhoo, went out to some stadium to celebrate NDP with the girls organised jointly by RMIT, Monash and Melb Uni i think, and some others. sadly no photos were taken tgt, but was kinda ... alright. during the mid event, shannon joan and i scampered out to get nandos "serious large chips" (so as its called, seriously large turned out not very large for 2 huge appetites to gobble down). then love the part with mass singing, and pledge taking and national anthem. feels good with everyone in a foreign country doing these practice in unison. feels like home. or rather a split second of the old times back in secondary school when we all were so reluctant to sing it out loud. guess thing'll always seem different when we get to experience reminiscence. hur. and its cool to see an old classmate rapping in front of the whole nation, way tuh go! :)

im all tired and dead now. class was great today, i guess because of the companions. guess uni this year is way much better than trinity last year with horrible people and horrible times. i still have 4 more hours of class to complete tmr before heading to gym to burn all my disgusting fats i stored with the fries today! gahhhh! so afraid to put on weight! welllllos, imma take a shower now, im so tired, i hope i could just slump on bed with my stinky clothes on. but its wholly disgusting. buhbye

gaa

2010-08-05T09:37:00.002+10:00

wait for time, last tut for the week :D imma post pics for fun

你們不曾離開過

2010-08-04T11:40:00.002+10:00

I miss mayday! :(

can't wait for 近在咫尺 in 2 weeks time! :D Ashin's gonna play a small role in the movie! hehe! and Show's Shanghai concert, cause mayday's gonna be the special guest! OMG i'm heavily drugged by them. Anyway, having PBL (blaw) lecture later and heading to gym. i'm getting so lazy! but guess imma attend one of the gym class later :D 4th time to gym this week, awesome practice! but i'd been bingeing alot too, so it totally offsets the exercises that i did.

I had a 2hour pack lecture for ATA yesterday. It was so draining! The lecturer raced through the lecture with 60+ slides and many more illustrations. I don't know if anything went in my tiny brain, but this weekend's gonna be tiring. I have so much to do! Thank god i took econs in trinity, the intro to macro had been much of a breeze for me so far. But my tut's pretty scary, me, as the expat of australia (okay i'll just relate it to myself) is deeply intimidated by the knowledgeable locals in terms of their general knowledge. They seem to can just turn the world around and make something seem to true when it's irrelevant. scary how eloquent they are for having to think so quickly, i really need to pick up on that. Anyway, there's this hottie in my class HAHA. (Y)

got home ytd and did my reading for PBL from the lecture notes, source book and tut. took me a total of 3 hours! hate it when i have to read from a computer. makes me want to sleep even more. well ya, i was online at the same time so.. that did make some difference. this week seem so slow! i wanan go shopping over the weekends ;D since i havent been spending much from my weekly budget hurhur. i spend my extra on a pair of naiseeeee booots last week! heheheh. imma happy birddd :D

right, off to school now ;) met a friend whose gonna provide me with all the new HK drama. hahaha! :DDD max

What is the point of treating a friend well when he/she totally disregards you? Since that individual isn't even thankful for any of my help, i should just keep my distant and wash my hands off her business. if you don't learn to appreciate whatever that you have concurrently, stay away from me, because i've learnt not to initiate a helping hand (to you) in the future.

2010-08-02T21:02:00.001+10:00

think imma isolating this blog for a while.. internet has been disgustingly slow lately, i don't even feel like surfing the net apart from msn-ing(which is the only uncorrupted file still kicking and running). whats up with me? school, and the horrible week one is over, worse days to come along. i need to work even harder this sem!

2010-07-24T03:57:00.003+10:00

MAYDAY CONCERT ON 24 JULY 2010!

730PM @ TAICHUNG, DNA FINALE!

SITING IS ONLY 17 HOURS AWAY!!

aren't you guys happy for me? @Gina Tay, @Tan Kiat Yun, @Jane Lau

GATHERING! :)

2010-07-19T02:40:00.001+10:00

LOVE GATHERINGS :)

aiks! im back again

2010-07-14T03:14:00.008+10:00

Oh my goodness, i wanted to blog about what i missed since the past 6 days, but you know, i totally lost track of what happened or what i did (of couse, except for significant outings). Its so true to say that the count of days and time is minor, i can't remember what i needed to update. OK, so not in sequence. i shall swifty jot down.

- Went Universal Studio with Joey & Yinsuan! cheap and good! Joey and i promised to be back for the pizza. Both of us were like so drawn to the aroma and size, and the PRICE! totally 2 (Y)(Y) up! Will be back there with my favourite girls this friday! ;)

- Met Yinsuan and Paul some days back. Prata for supper! THAT is still attached in my memory because Paul act 'foodist' (kidding) la! hahaha! go order what TOSAI, authentic indian cuisine ah? HAHAAHA TURNED OUT TO BE UNEXPECTEDLY HUMONGOUS PLS. the 3 of us were like O.O!!! and ok i have to admit he's good, hahaha i liked tt alcohol he mixed! and catching up session!

- KBOXED!! with Maylyn on ... ? and then with Mrs WenSY for 5, F-I-V-E, whole frreeaaaking hours today! but turned out fun hahaha! we finished the entire list of mayday songs that could be found in kbox's selection and afew of SHE's songs. Looking back at MAYDAY MVs, sometimes i really cannot help but to feel how lucky these guys had found one another as eternal friends.

- Went shopping with mother on one of the weekends, HEHEHE OMG I BOUGHT NEW BAG!! so freaking happy! hehehe, althou its one of the older design but i like!!

- OH! FRIDAY EVENING, i finally met up with my melb mates - mel, ching, minz - for dinner @ bukit timah (the super accessible place, i think if Gina sees this she'll be like NO?!) ok, had crabbbbb hehehe. with little meat LOL. then i had to rush off while they went SOGURT!! :(

- I'M GOING TO TAIWAN IN A WEEK'S TIME!! AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT! but it also means a new semester is commencing already. sigh. I feel like going back to school, but also not. argh hard feelings. i'd been controlling hard not to do any online shopping/shopping in town already. Money spam in TAIWAN! SWEEEEET! :) & also not forgetting, i will be missing the company and going out with my friends alr :'( earliest i can meet them again will be at the EOY! *cries*

MEETING THESE GUYS ON SUNDAY!! SUPER EXCITED, I AM!

& THE GIRLS ON FRIDAY!! *JUMPS*

& GINATAY!! FOR KBOX (yes again) TMR!! STAYREAL HOR!

&& MY MAYDAY KHAKI NEXT WEEK FOR TAIWAN TRIP!

this time MAYLYN, SHERRY & FRIENDS TOO!

HATE YOU GINA ;( i wan chuu to come!

& On thursday, going for a special course!

& On Saturday, a special outing!

JANE LAU! MAYLYN MUI! IM ONLY LEFT WITH MONDAY/TUESDAY FOR THE STEAMBOAT NO OTHER CHOICE FOR YOU THERE! PICK A DAY, AHHAHA! omg they're my best foody mate! we run around and pay all price man HAHA. i think one day we'll hunt down all the good food in sg sooner or later. LOL

oh my effing gawd, what a long post. TAN YINSUAN, PHOTOS PLEASE! now, time for bed!

2010-07-12T07:10:00.002+10:00

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Another movie!

2010-07-08T12:41:00.004+10:00

Caught a super early movie at 1:55pm in Plaza Sing with Ching. you might be thinking like, "WHAT? super early?!" yeah, it is early! who watches movie at such hours, hahaha ok students and ang mors and people who idles, people like me. The movie was kinda draggy at the start, but i liked the ending! (So long the main lead girl and guy get together, i'll like that HAHA). After watching the movie, it made me feel like hanging around Europe. I always liked those brick-liked housing structure, with pretty alleys and walkways, indeed very 'europey', or rather just like how i adore unimelb's architecture. 3/5 Stars for it!

NEXT MOVIE!

DESPICABLE ME!

anyone anyone??

Isn't twitter a place for you to tweet? what's twitter if you're not tweeting. bastard. what should i do at home today? another day for me to ponder.

omg, yinsuan and georgina suck, they made me fall in love for dslr! but i don't dare to ask for one, ltr kena scolded for requesting since they will think it is of no use to me. and georgina suck more because she got 4 wheels and not 2 legs to bring her around already. next time i will drive 8 wheels one fight with her. HAHAA! LORRY SIA! or 6 wheels one, PLANE! lol. back home, watching summer desires. bye bye!

update!!

2010-07-07T02:52:00.004+10:00

Caught Knight and Day with Maylyn today, starring Tom Cruise and Cameron Diaz! Highly recommended movie, seriously, it was awesome. Tom Cruise still hot as ever, even though he's growing so much older already. An aside, i came to conclude and told maylyn that Tom Cruise became hotter as be grow older, Ashin grow cuter, and Guan You doesn't look like a 38 yr old dude. So, whats with the unfairness in turning old and haggard between men and women? Anyway, back on track, i think the plot was so smartly well written and there were several unexpected twists you can never think of. You know, i had never favoured action movies with all the "BANG! bang! PIEW! piew!", or people killing one another with gore and bloody patches, but this movie didn't make me feel uneasy or at discomfort. REALLY Really interesting film, ought to watch it! 4/5 stars :D

Another update, Monday, i was suppose to meet Ching at 9am for morning walk, but she woke up late, and i turned up late. So i guess we only met at close to 10 haha! sorry manz, can't help being late, i actually had to walk from home to serene centre which was (by the look on the map and calculated) more than 2.4km! I actually mapped this route out to see how far we actually walked, it showed one way 4.5km from my house to botanics and to tanglin. Guess it isn't that accurate afterall because we took more turns in botanic gardens than what can figure out from the map, so i guess a to and fro trip from and to home took approx 10km. no wonder my muscle ached terribly for the past few days.

BOTANIC GARDEN IS SCARY! SO MANY CENTI-MILLIPEDE AND SNAILS AND IRRITATING INSECTS. so scary haha!

We walked to tanglin wanting to have Mac but didn't know it is down and Nandos is gonna take over its spot very soon. (aww i miss melb's grilled burger!)

On Sunday, met Jane and Maylyn for dinner. It was super hilarious, we wanted to head for chomp chomp but didnt know it is only opened at night until we reach there and i called mel. then headed off to novena for seoul yummy. korean food there was alright, well good. haha, wouldn't mind going back the next time for my beefy soup again!

love having mayday chit chat session and talk shit with the 2 of them. HAHA! and then, the two of them went out first and i accidentally pulled the entire chair out HAHAHA, super embarrassing for making a scene, and then while running out i heard 2 other people calling out for me! super shock! I SAW XINYING AND ZIXI! hahahah! how coincidental! Maylyn left for BBQ, while jane and i had a hard time deciding where to go. LOL, like always.

Next day, went Seoul Garden with Jane hahaha. Omg man, 2 gluttons, we ate like shitloads! and she isn't filled. HAHAH. omg i love the Baos!! or rather, i mean BAO's skin after digging out the interior paste. hahaha! i know im sibeh er xin, but i never liked it! Super happy after eating so much, haha! and left for aljunied with cousin for dinner with the "other half of the family" ... :|

wah, im like super short in the photo :X what to do, all the giants around me.

OKay, going off nao, not gonna catch Uruguay VS Netherlands match tonight, seems uninterested. WILL WATCH GERMANY VS SPAIN TMR! OMG EXCITES~

:(

2010-07-04T13:23:00.002+10:00

damn it, why am i so lazy. i shall be determined and start jogging today! i will get changed and go now. tmd, i'm fat and bouncy now. i think i can bounce my way down the slope. meeting xiaomeimei(!!) later! hahahaha ltr i late, xiaomeimei scold me HAHA

ppppiew

2010-07-01T23:40:00.002+10:00

met gina, had awesome korean food and bbq today! omg i really crave to go back there, so very accessible from my place
went for slice, love condensed milk! i feel bouncy now, feels as though i just gained a few kg :X
ah! and then a very random idea to either head for kbox, but kicked that idea and immediately went online to book for Twilight saga, Eclipse!
knowing that we would come out in disappointment, i dont know what's urging me to watch. perhaps it just to feel completed after catching the previous saga and books.
truely, the film turned out ultimately bad, as expected by many i suppose. sigh.
caught 174e home, and came to realize that 'e' doesn't literally mean express, because it took a very big roundabout and got me back, NOT AT MY BUSSTOP, after more than an hour because i was caught in a terrible traffic jam. hellya, it missed out the stops for the whole of bukit timah and i eventually only got off at upper bukit timah, and i cabbed home since i didnt wanna miss the show with ruien/evelyn tan. tmd, waste my moneh.
i wanna watch mayday's concert dvd now.

OMGGGGG SO UNBELIEVABLE! IM GOING TAIWAN SOON, i love! AND DNA FINALE! i love even much more! :)

OH GOD

2010-06-29T12:15:00.003+10:00

"GET MY TIMETABLE"

"GET MY RESULTS FROM FRIDAY 9 JULY"

walao!! after i logged in and see that button my heart almost sank. but tt button still cannot click, hahahaha, so im fine im fine im fine! they're quite cranky with tt word, "from" so.. can someone tell me what do they mean by get my results FROM friday? :/ meaning all will be out by friday or i can just enter as and when i like? aiya, so idiotic. shan't be bothered by it, go watch show, bai bai

rawh!!

2010-06-28T14:03:00.002+10:00

fuming fuming! ok maybe not, just irritated. wlao the new timetable system is totally screwed up like ttmx. i had been on the computer since 2 hours ago trying to register and arrange my timetable, it's finally ALMOST done, but omg now it kept giving me problems like connection error or either that it doesn't even wanna load ;(
finishing 宮心計 and gonna move on to 談情說案 soon! hee :D
ok i feel like a sloth :| dont feel like re-editing my prev post, but ok, went out with jane and maylyn last week, kboxed and stay over!! and was in cousin's hse last week also. hmm nothing much to update on, this holiday.. is .. hmm. ok bye!!

omg lack of update!

2010-06-26T20:55:00.004+10:00

Omg i like totally neglect my blog ever since i came back to Singapore. This time i haven't met everyone of the girls yet, everyone seems so busy, sigh. but yea, suppose there will be a chance :) Anyway the first bad thing that welcomed me back was a terrible gastric problem and food poisoning again -.- i will update ltr watching golden melody awards.

OMFFFFFFG!

"Due to the upgrades to the student portal, results release will change from Semester 1, 2010. Faculties and Schools will be able to release results for subjects taught in Semester 1 as soon as the results have been certified (finalised). There will no longer be a single date on which all results for the semester will become available to students. There will be a deadline by which you should expect to have received results for all the subjects in which you have been enrolled. For semester 1 that date will be Friday 9 July 2010 at 9am. "

argh!!! i cant concentrate!!

2010-06-12T20:54:00.004+10:00

FUNNY RIGHT!

My life is still as boring! sat in the library from 10-6pm today, not very long hours, and totally cannot concentrate for the whole of today and yesterday.

stupid mayday, whenever they appear in singapore, there're so many distraction, even when i'm not in town! hahaha! walao pek chek. they went jogging not long after their press conference today man! and i know of someone who managed to take photo with monster! omg, and stone also updated his facebook with his jogging details, hahahaa, 20mins 2.6km, hahaha no comments, alot of room for improvements :X WAHHH im damn jealous of Gina & Kiatyun! you 2 idiot, had so much fun without me! HAHA, Jane and Maylyn, you two enjoy the concert too k!

Ashin sing all you want, don't sing 心中無別人 i beggggg you HAHA! i only heard that song ONCE live in GX, was awesome, so i'm hoping taichung would have that too! and since my taichung seat is remarkably shiok. HAHA! i think if you were to give me a row1/2 seat i wouldn't want cause i cannot totally enjoy the visual effects of the concert, so a littttttle further back like my ticket now is good :D

Ok i really did finish my post within 4minutes, its 9:00pm now, i'll start studying and come online later at around 5 hours later. Gonna wait for the girls to come back from the concert and update me! and Jane! i don't wanna receive your call -because if i do, means he's singing 心中無別人- and he MUSTN'T! hahaha & I WANT THE ASHIN PLUSHIEEEEEE

P.S THAT PERSON WHO HAD BEEN SEARCHING MY NAME ON GOOGLE! SHOW YOURSELF ON MY TAGBOARD NOW. HAHAHA! YOU KEPT MAKING ME GUESS!

like my words

2010-06-11T10:48:00.010+10:00

yesterday was just bad, but they are all coloured and nice now. despite the fact that "all work and no play makes ~~jack~~ [Siting] a dull ~~boy~~ [ Girl]", today i decided to turn myself around, and here goes, "it is not all books that are as dull as their readers". ARA da bomb man, 4 days is all i need! ('cos im just given that number of days).

Good to see how come flies at this instant! can't wait to be back. sitting here and face reality is the worst time ever. i think i'm kinda getting phobia of having exams (who doesn't, but i know this will eventually subside). haiya i don't know what to write, its 11am, and i should start work now. law lib is such a peaceful place, so much so that i can only hear myself typing. or maybe the cheena prefer older building - inspirational factor - lucky they're not gathered in the law lib, if not i suppose i will be smelling KFC popcorn chicken and chatterings and disgusting 'chok chok chok' and 'nhom nhom nhom' sound again. hahaha and after this sentence, it reminds me of what ching said about having 1.3billion enemies (er, if you don't get it.. i'll tell you privately hahaha, not very nice to mention it in a open spot). an aside: a 7hour sleep still cannot satisfy my needs. i tell you, on the 16th of june, when i come back. i make sure i will sleep early and wake up super late. ah luan (my mother la) come and wake me up, i also mai hiew i tell you. HAHA, buay tahan, i must sleep until i get rid of the outbreaks on my face, 'BIG SMALL EYE' (wtf seriously, dont wear specs worse) and all the unhealthy -lack of sleep- signs.

pictures on Stayreal Shanghai exhibition! i love the mouse! and .. ashin's work (apart from my biasness against the theme of: EGG). hahahahaha. i think i'm not very into kea's work since they're more of ... man-ish.

OKay, and as you have already guessed, introducing the designers :X

fuck, why am i so paranoid. chao ang morS damn noisy, not studying come lib for wad? go cafeteria lah!

i feel i could hardly breathe, ARA materials are damn difficult! i wonder how those people who exempt it are gonna survive in ATA next sem. omg 4 hours and only 1.5 chapters. really wanna die already! ;( hw to sit for this exam man. crap shit hole

numb

2010-06-10T21:23:00.002+10:00

came back home, after a long and disturbing day. i really wanna stay out till late night, but its a thursday melbourne night. econs paper was crap today. first time in my life i couldn't finish a paper, whats more leaving so many marks blank. so many people asked me not to think about it, but i never know how it's achievable. before i went in for the exam, i heard this chao ang mor telling a friend that this paper would be set to fail everyone and make us struggle and it did. i mean, in fact i have to say it isn't really that difficult. its just the time, constraining you to finish attempting such a heavy paper for only 2 hours. if 2.5 hours was given, i think it would have been better. called my mum straight after the paper, didn't want the tears to drop but it did. fuck this paper seriously. i totally lost the faith for studying so hard. or maybe its just another way to just set me to aim further. i shall see it as that. i have another paper to go, i must do better for that.

so many things on mind to blog about but i dont know how to piece them to words. anyway, thanks ching if you're reading this (since you said you will spam my board today for not washing the plates, i mean, your disgusting bowl, haha) thanks for the dinner, really good treat and the company, felt really better. ok, i will get myself a cup of coffee, and start studying for the nxt challenge

2010-06-10T12:40:00.002+10:00

omg i feel like a pig, i intended to wake up at 6am this morning to do revision for econs (because last night i didnt know what to study, no urge, no motivation, no directions, nothing. its the first time i feel so lost, maybe we know that whatever we study are just the surface material, but what really is the challenge is the exam when they're ALL application questions. and given the fact that even if you know the theory, you can't score. so basically, i'm just lost at what is there for me to study. but not studying is another problem because if you can't do the questions, psychologically, you will blame yourself for not studying, so currently. i'm just keeping myself busy with flipping the lecture notes understanding the root of the subject so i could attempt and apply it later on during exam, im damn scared!) <-longest stuff i ever written in brackets, ok random. but yea back to the topic, i snoozed my alarm till 8am, -.- so whats the point for disturbing myself with the lack of sleep. anyhow, got myself a latte this morning, and now i think i need to get another cup to sustain my concentration span for the exams in the afternoon. yes, right i shld prolly "upgrade" myself to a expresso since mocha>cuppaccino>latte isn't helping me anymore. walao man, i think next time i will "upgrade" until i drink KOPI O already. HAHAHA. ma de.. i really wanna sleep ~.~

i submitted my criminology essay today! woot, feel really relieved.

2010-06-09T21:29:00.003+10:00

QM paper was alright, hopefully i can do well. but the process was super risky. just as high as the standard deviation measurement, AHHAHA. doing this paper feels exactly like the amath paper during Os because i had so much time struggling and the instant i finish the first time, i was like, only at the cumulation of border line passing which is totally a freaky time for me. next up tmr is econs, only started studying 1.5 hours ago and i'm still at my lecture notes. sigh, will move quickly but my brain/eyes/everything isn't helping me much. thats why im back on to the world of internet. really amazed me how my eyes lid up literally. maybe its just the effect of mayday's song, hahah! i turned on 軋車 [D.N.A Live], 賭神 [D.N.A Live], 離開地球表面 [D.N.A Live] and D.N.A [D.N.A Live] immediately when i took my break. super effective please, i'm now damn awake and feel like jumping in a concert already!! hahahahaha just kidding, maybe not to that extent, but i'm sure i feel better now.

I WANNA DO VERY VERY VERY WELL FOR ECONS, i dont wanna say i love the lecturer now (tho jeff borland is really awesome) BECAUSE, i heard from my friends today that someone went to a QM pitstop session for help before the exam today and the tutor told her that ROBERT DIXON INTENTIONALLY SET THE GOD DAMN QM PAPER TODAY HARDER AND EXPECTED 25% OF THE COHORT TO FAIL kanasai. anyway, i was telling my friend, no wonder he's a stats lecturer, he's still up calculating figures for "expected failure" frequency, hahahahaa, mad ass. if you dont get me nvm, ppl who study stats shld get it :|

i just heard "1,2,3, go!" - PIAH! - HOSEE HOSEE HO YEE SEE! HAHAHA. okok continue mugging. JIAYOU MANZ

hurhurhur

2010-06-08T16:56:00.006+10:00

SEE THAT LIGHTBULB, MY MOOD ALSO LIGHT UP! - because he's online lah -(i realised the light bulb... is too small to be seen, so if you cannot find it, also doesn't matter, so long i find it HAHAH). back from library - a very unwisely choice, because i havent touched my notes. hahaha, i will do it sooooon! k after this :X

Sometime ago this advert tagged onto ashin's blog, and he replied, but i forgot what. today this advert came along again, and guess what he said..

12楼新浪网友2010-06-08 10:48:14 [举报]

你有过━夜情吗？什么？没有？你OUT了~快上 ... 吧，快速找到━夜情~

博主回复：2010-06-08 10:58:27

天都亮到需要带墨镜了，这种事情现在讲，我的鲔鱼三明治都傻眼了。＠＠

令狐静秋2010-06-08 10:48:43 [举报]

啊哈哈

博主回复：2010-06-08 11:01:22

令狐，你还不去看秘笈练功，来这里傻笑做啥？

miki_小M2010-06-08 10:47:43 [举报]

不是吧，你居然发博了

博主回复：2010-06-08 10:53:35

不会吧，你用的竟然是否定疑问式的肯定句？

李欣岩2010-06-08 10:48:29 [举报]

Hello~Hello~

博主回复：2010-06-08 11:00:20

kitty~kitty~

爱情苹果2010-06-08 10:48:41 [举报]

居然让我看到了~幸运~

博主回复：2010-06-08 10:59:52

你看到幸运了？帮我跟他说，我最近在找他。

新浪网友2010-06-08 10:49:32 [举报]

我在第一页??太感动了~

博主回复：2010-06-08 11:11:10

容易感动，这样很好。科科科。

IRIS2010-06-08 10:49:35 [举报]

哇咔咔

博主回复：2010-06-08 11:15:32

...你这句话我很难接耶，介绍你一本书好了「蔡康永的说话之道」。

神的孩子2010-06-08 10:49:35 [举报]

哇，介是真的吗？

博主回复：2010-06-08 11:16:46

口圭，介当然是真滴喔～！

新浪网友2010-06-08 10:49:51 [举报]

我在第一页??太感动了~

博主回复：2010-06-08 11:18:51

好吧，我都要哭了，呜呜～你要保持这颗细腻的心噢...。

偏执狂2010-06-08 10:50:36 [举报]

哈哈，阿信，爱死你胃，

博主回复：2010-06-08 11:26:09

被偏执狂爱死我的胃，听起来是有那麼一点超现实的意味...。

ming5xi2010-06-08 10:50:40 [举报]

阿信期待你和萧亚轩的合作

博主回复：2010-06-08 11:27:51

这...，亚轩她不是有她的猪大哥了吗？

OMGGGGGGG WHY HE SO CUTE!

yerrrrrrrr, he updated his blog, yerrrrrrrr, he reply to everyone on the first page!

yerrrrrrrr, how come my internet cannot work during that timing, yerrrrrr!

ma de stupid QM, today cannot concentrate at all, now i know why, CAUSE HE ONLINE AND I CANNOT GO ONLINEEEEE!!

aiya. update tonight, go back to ma de QM again.. omg im damn hungry, but i cannot leave the law lib because i dont have the card to excess! (last time i followed my friend, but she's not here today, i just geh geh slipped in with other people hahaha)

waaaa, someone attitude mannnnn

hurhurhur

2010-06-07T23:21:00.003+10:00

AHHHH SITING IS SHIT MAN.

i'm just so so good at procrastinating! I said i'll be off to study at 10pm, but i got hooked onto a few videos online, and it kept linking me to other videos and so on. i finally plucked myself out of bed and head off to shower, look at the time, 11:20pm, tick tock tick tock. AHHHHHHHHH! Right, so i will be regretting so much and laughing at this post if i cannot do my paper on wed. gonna do a speedy run through my QM lectures and then off to bed. tmr will be the last day i will be covering my QM materials before the real deal comes on wednesday! and then again, IT SPELLS THE END OF THIS SEMESTER!

i love you QM, i love you robert dixon, let me do well please please please!

final final mugging for QM tmr in law lib!

BYE!

obscuration

2010-06-06T18:13:00.003+10:00

the worst part of time (during this extent) is that, even though i finish studying, and having put in a lot of effort, what will the end result be? AHHHHH OMG im scared now!!! so the only way to curb this fear - continue studying.

GIVE ME (more) MOTIVATION!

FOOD!

HAHA just so nice this photo came in handy :P

2010-06-05T10:54:00.008+10:00

大家都看起來不想結束，因為有結束，所以才懂得珍惜。重點是，我們要畫一個最燦爛的，最漂亮的回憶, 最深的句點

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WTFFFFF i hate staying at home now. i was suppose to work on my econs after my QM but .... i fell asleep after the 3 hours of QM. wtf. need to chiong econs now!! AHHH wanna die man!

Oh and, a friend intro me to these 2 girls, Korea Australians. They're really awesome singers! i mean, they're not artists but well, famous youtubers. Go listen to their songs, OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU and YOU RAISE ME UP and their korean songs, alright in fact all of their songs are really really good, and you know what i mean. i think they sing a better version than the actual korean singers :X Sorry if i offend youed, just go listen lah! its.. a different genre.

1.FIREFLIES

2. Officially Missin You

3. Nobody

2010-06-03T08:41:00.000+10:00

cappuccino or mocha today leh? :|

o n e week.

2010-06-02T20:21:00.004+10:00

I kept thinking about going home.. omg.

Anyway, i finished revising 4 tut sheets so far for econs! lucky i did that, i discovered so many uncertainties ah!! heng ah heng ah! Now starting on tut 8! YEAH! 3 more to go baby~ still on schedule! Oh, and, damn cui to think that i have to sit for another 4 straight hours of exam review tmr, go for consultation, then to lib to mug. I got myself a cup of super nice cappuccino this morning, and another cup of dark hot chocolate to revive throughout the afternoon! i finally feel the love for cafes existing! :) and for a long day tmr, i think i will need 2 cups of coffee, hmmm, what should i get tmr with an empty wallet :|

how come he can wear all the new Stayreal tee and look so nice? zzz, i cannot be deceived, nor tempted, because i really think it isnt nice. HAHAHAHA :X

like one happy ...

ROBOT!!! but, not my cup of tea :|

AIYO SO CUTE :)

It feels like *TINGGGG* I GOT AN IDEA! *lightbulb*!! omg, where got people 越老越shuai one? hahaha! and loooook!! his stomach is flat one lor! (maybe he suck in la) hahaha, omg why he so cute :X

tamade, super depressed with myself, i kept convincing myself not to give up on accounting. even if i chose to study other modules, i will also face the same sort of difficulty, there isn't a simple selection! even my friends who took CHOIR or AFRICAN DRUMS(no joke, these subjects really exist, hahahah!) said it isn't as simple as what it seems. HAHA! so.. i should just curb my temporary hatred for accounting. sian. ok, going off now. i lead such a boring life. i'm actually looking forward to next sem!! hahaha! so many activities, and SHOULD I GO SKI-ING? i think i should! hehehehe, will sign up soon! :D thinking that i gave up halfway and ran away in japan because i was so afraid of the slope. HAHA!

7 days to exams. EXACTLY 2 WEEKS TO HOME! OMG I MISS HOME!

and tamade again, i wanna go gym but i froze my membership already. now i know why my friend said once you get addicted to jogging, one day dont jog, will feel v uneasy. ok la. im not to that extent yet, but, i 2/3 days don't exercise REALLY FEELS VERY WRONG! aiyo!

:)

2010-06-01T10:24:00.004+10:00

i want his jacket lehhhhh

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我要去 law library 當 lawyer liao.. hopefully my concentration span can last me till at least 9pm tonight. i lost focus while studying at 7pm ytd, perhaps i was just too tired after 4 hrs of exam review and went to lib only at 1pm. anyway, i got home and continued my essay last night, 200 words to go and i'm all ready to submit! love the feeling of looking at my own 'cui' essay tagged 'completion' hurhur! right, i think im late already, gonna wash up!

plan for today: FINISH UP QM AND ECONS TUT SHEETS!

tmr: CONSULTS AND EXAM PAPERS! YEAAAAA!

twitterish

2010-05-31T13:18:00.003+10:00

life's horrible when exam's drawing near. slept at 5am this morning, woke up at 7am for exam review and sat through all the way till 1pm! goodness, back home to grab my notes and eat smth. leaving for law lib now. misery ttmx!

retard dream

2010-05-30T09:05:00.004+10:00

i wanna type out this dream that i JUST had, hahahah its damn retarded, thats why i wanna quickly jot it down before i forgets. Im back to qwss for this summer school thing during this holiday, haahaha then Mrs Soh was still my form teacher, and then even bonnie was back from syd for summer school. i dream that Mrs Soh singled me out and thought me QM hahaha, then i think i fell asleep and hte rest of the people left for FnN! i suddenly got awoken by xinying's phone call HAHA! and call me to quickly grab an apron and ECONS book,"quick come down, we cooking fried beehoon today!" HAHAHah retarded ass, den i dont wanna go cause i saw the timetable and the teacher's name is Ms Leong. In my head, i thought it was Ms JOSEPHINE LEONG. obviously i die also dun wanna go class lah! ltr kena WAC HAHAHAH but xy told me its.. LEONG PEK YOKE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA TTMX MAN!! but i dont have an apron so guess what i did, I TOOK THE BLACK PLASTIC BAG (LIKE DURING YINSUAN'S BDAY) AND CUT OUT AN APRON HAHAHAHAHAHA TTMX RIGHT!!! ok then i woke up after hearing ashin's voice. LOL

oh and i dreamt that ashin was singing infront of my class for some reason.. and the song was "世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹什黱是真实为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑买一杯果汁" funny man! and i dont know why rasina (my classmate, NON-CHINESE, i dont wanna be so racist lol) LOVE THE SONG AND TOOK OUT A BLUE LIGHTSTICK AND WAVED ALSO. HAHAHA wlao! SIBEH FUNNY. i woke up laughing like mad. ok so this is it.. i dream of ashin today! and ytd the whole band too! but i forgot what is it. ok i think im mad now. gonna wash up and study. bye! D:

2010-05-29T19:05:00.001+10:00

i dont wanna post pictures liao. & im really very very tired. need to start studying again. 2 more weeks! gogogo! wa..... cui

2010-05-28T22:02:00.004+10:00

Go out> Lib> Mug> Dinner@Macadante [haven't had it for a long time! yummm]> Caught in the rain> Home!

Study time :(

i HATE my mother when she forces me to work for her. i HATE working for her because i dont wanna be judged for performance. sometimes i really hope she could stop pursuing those nonsense business and getting me involved. i wanna do the things i like and not fucking help out in a bloody fucked up restaurant, and working with someone whom i have to call brother for not having any ties with me. fuck life. i'd been thinking if working in melbourne would be a better choice next time. arghh, you don't understand. fuck you even more criminology, i dont even know how to do part B question for take home exam.

more!!

2010-05-27T20:00:00.005+10:00

INTRODUCING TODAY'S CRAVES..

yesterday i huat so big.. today's...

SWEE BO!!

hahaha! i must sound v singaporeany, and use all those singaporean ah lian's language, because i'm going home soon! hahaha thats a lousy excuse, but ok, hope you're entertained (maybe not). Aren't me feeling more patriotic than ever!! i love SINGAPORE!!

I WENT BOOKS SEARCHING TODAY, SUPER TIRING, AMONGST THE LONG LIST OF BOOKS I LISTED, ONLY 5 WERE FOUND, GREAT DEAL.. i shall look for the rest on ebooks. anyway. I NEED TO STUDY NAO. BYE~

AND

I WILL UPDATE TAIWAN'S MUST EAT FOOD TMR NIGHT, if im back home not feeling too tired.

P.S can friends in sg tell me where is the nearest gym i can go to in bukit timah? :| or any friends wanna go gymming with me not. HAHAHA

you know why

2010-05-26T20:29:00.009+10:00

HUAT AH!!!

LOOK WHO'S DROOLING

kick me back to singapore .. no where else can feed me better (i second taipei next)

WALAO, CHING, MISS HOME, MISS FOOD PLEASE! AFTER EATING THESE, CFM WONT VOMIT! MUMMY! I WANNA EAT THEM EVERYDAY! I WILL TICK TICK TICK MY FOODLIST UNTIL I SAVOUR ALL OF THESE BEFORE COMING BACK TO THIS SHIT HOLE MELBOURNE!

actually i wanted to type so much onto twitter, but i just spammed 8 comments there, so im worried people might just get annoyed, and im typing it all here now. 3am now, i just finish my research for FGTT take home exam essay, and this means i need to head down to lib tmr to get those books, hopefully i'm early enough to jump ahead of others to grab those books. imagine lugging those awfully thick books home after lib session at 9pm. I plan to finish the essay by this weekend, hopefully, i need alot of time for revising QM1 and econs and ARA. uni's really not easy, so energy draining. i kept having the thoughts that my brain is just not set for uni, people around me grasp the knowledge easily except for me. Just as i'm typing this post, i can still hear the darn china bitch making so much noise just behind the wall im leaning on. so much for paying a high price for poor acoustic walls - arrow. raaaah, im so tired! :( i shall read one chapter of QM to put myself to sleep. actually there's no need for that since i can just snooze off typing this post. cya :)

STAYREAL

2010-05-24T10:43:00.004+10:00

After regretting getting so many StayReal tees and not wearing them very often (because i feel some of the tees very inappropriate), i decided to give pass to any more purchases on impulse. BUT! I LIKE THIS! GUYS, SUGGEST ME WHICH COLOUR IS NICER :D it so reminds me of STARBUCKS! MOVE ASIDE~ STAYREAL HAS TAKEN OVER! HAHAHA

OMEFFINGAWD, I WANNA GO UNIVERSAL ORLANDO! FREAKING ASS AWESOME! RAWH, WHO CAN GO WITH ME! i must go there before 2012!

alaaaa :(

2010-05-21T22:26:00.004+10:00

you know how much i anticipated on going home this holiday, its a 1.5month semester break! i happily called my mum today because i dialed up singapore airlines (yes, regarding this returning flight, for the 4th or maybe 5th time till now) to change my afternoon flight to the morning one. i betcha go WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE?! it actually does! you know whai? MORNING'S FLIGHT IS A380! i've always wanted to go onboard for that despite people telling me how unstable it is compared to a airbust boeing 777. Also, i came to realise how big a SIA fan i am, hahaha! not forgetting i'll be at the second deck this time! errr, actually i don't know whether it is a good thing or not, but .. well, shall see when the time comes. OKAY, so along came a disturbing news - well to me - i need to work for her this holiday :(

did productive study at erc today! will be gymming and heading there again tmr for another session, I WANNA DO WELL AND GO HOME WITH A PIECE OF MIND! bless me bless me bless me! and bless me for taichung's ticket because i feel like going taipei for foooooood - surprisingly, the shopping part isn't the main pull. i was whining how much i crave for prata, duck rice and tau huey in the lib today, so mouth wateringgggg.

ANYONE BACK AT HOME WANNA GO FOR TAUHUEY? :D

mel's bringing me to chomp chomp! hopefully this won't slip off.

wendy's organising a mass meetup gathering back in sg! hope this won't slip off as well ;)

huehuehue, i wanna study now :( JIAYOU ALL

P.S my clothes have been lying in the laundry downstairs for the past 2 hours, please wont confiscate my dear clothes!

I WANNA DO WELL!!

2010-05-20T22:46:00.005+10:00

sucha busy day tuhday!

- 10pm: ECONS lecture
- 11pm: lib
- 12pm: QM tut
- 1pm-3pm: lib
- 315pm-415pm: QM consult
- 4pm-5pm: met mel and chit chat
- 5pm-6pm: QM lecture

IM BACK HOME SLACKING!! ONE MORE MONTH TO GO HOME! = ONE MORE MONTH TO DIET :D = I WANNA BE SKINNIE MINNIE ME! imma happy girl today cause i shopped online! :D (dont go, aww again, but yeah!). tmr's gonna be a long and tiring day. DONT MISS ME FRIENDS, i'll be back on the net at night!

schedule for tmr:

- 10am: GYM!!

- 12pm-I DONT KNOW WHAT TIME: LIBRARYYYY

I LOVE YOU LIBRARY! I NEED MOTIVATION! - shopping shall be it -

I LOVE YOU TOO! ashin :X

2010-05-16T22:49:00.001+10:00

i wanna go gym now!!

quickbooks is driving me insane! so freaking ass confusing! last assignment for this sem, PULL THROUGH!!!

LOVE YOU, LIKE REALLY!

2010-05-15T02:39:00.003+10:00

Hello i'm back from MAYDAY'S CONCERT! omg, once i went on msn, i started hyping with maylyn, ky, ss, and busy texting people. the concert was so darn freaking good, so much better than the 417 Singapore's one!

The concert duration was from around 830 to 11ish? i will put down the list of songs that they sang tonight later in the post, i'm uploading all my videos now. AHEHE. Ashin was super high today? like i really don't know for what reason, and there were 2 fan girl who repeatedly caught his attention by shouting stuff to him, like calling him to speak in english, sing high pitch for the last 2 word of 戀愛ing and he played along, he also mixed another song into 戀愛ing and sat down to sing it. Other things that happened are hmmm, Ashin laughing away with the rest because they spotted people holding a "5566 i love you" board, the people made it for a reason, being that in some public appearance, mayday actually claimed they were like in the shoes of 5566 or smth, but Ashin had already most probably forgotten since he always talk nonsense to the media or anyhow 擺 one.. so yea. Also, guan you wore like jeans while the rest wore black pants, hahahaha and so he was the laughing stock of the night again, ashin made fun of him again!

anwyay i v lazy to type.. so i copy and paste a summary from someone. and dan dan really came, my guess is so zhun. OH! ashin, masa and guai shou responded when i called them! as in they smiled back! ashin like.. lift up his eyebrowns and then smiled! hahaha i wasn't hallucinating, i'm dead serious! if you don't believe, i can't do anything to convince you, so i happy can liao. AHAHAHAHA.

那不是5566的歌迷，横幅的内容是“5566I LOVE U”。因为五月天说过他们是乐团里面的“5566”。所以这里5566也是指的五月天啦。

另外阿信这场放得很开。talking的时候老是和第一排正中间的几个小盆友聊天。据说是熟面孔吧。拿着好多不同的横幅。基本上每一首歌都有对应的一个。

阿信唱恋爱ing爵士版的末尾，歌词“有你都心跳到不行”这两个音的时候停下来，说他没有不行，还可以唱很多首……结果我前面一女生大叫“高点”。然后他问，多高？结果全场女生超高音狂叫。于是阿信有点无奈的唱了一个很高的“不行”。

有人在后台堵他们。看见阿信带着蛋蛋还有怪兽上了一台车。其他三只上另外一台。

三只去了Chinatown的翡翠小厨吃东西。我们等他们吃完出来，看到好近的冠佑石头还有玛莎（玛莎低着头出来，大家都没发现）。然后上了面包车。等车的时候我一同学跟玛莎说“晚安”。玛莎边笑边低着点头，还挥手示意我同学快回家。

他们应该是住在crown casino的酒店。

阿信蛋蛋和怪兽没来吃饭。据推论应该是……

AIYA I TOLD MY FRIEND ASHIN CANNOT BE DON'T GO FOR SUPPER ONE LOR, MUST BE CAUSE DAN DAN WAS THERE, IN THE END.. REALLY MANZXZ. SIGH I WANAN SEE HER LOL. anyway i think i tmr den post song list.. damn tired now. AHHAHA i wanna admire the photos i took. bye! oH AND THE DAMN CAMERA BATTERY DIED ON ME WHEN I RAN TO FIRST ROW! ARGHHH, I ONLY MANAGE TO FORCE OUT AFEW FIRST ROW PHOTOS, DAMN SAD :(

2010-05-14T09:56:00.004+10:00

就是今晚了！

耶！

its feels like im more excited this time compared to 417!

2010-05-14T01:29:00.003+10:00

很難過，很失望

今天和朋友走了幾條街，幾個小時，還是沒看到他們的蹤影

最後還是放棄了，第一次追到那麼累，回到家就很困

明天還有一天，希望，希望，希望。。。

過了一個月，又要去尋找自己的DNA了！過癮啊！

有去墨爾本演唱會的朋友，要玩得痛快，放肆的high整晚喔！

更加希望，我們一同吃宵夜！heeheehee :]

PS. 憨人，心中無別人 & i love you 無望，音樂一下就會滿足到爆肝了！哈哈哈

1：40am，睡覺！

PRESSEDDDD

2010-05-12T17:24:00.006+10:00

i feel like baking blueberry cheesecake!

i miss MAYDAY! :( i wanna see them on melbourne city tmr! 2 more days to MELBOURNE MAYDAY'S CONCERT! 對啦，我知道你們都看我寫到悶了，但還是很期待好不好，沒去過五月天演唱會的，你們是不會了解的！昨晚都和我的朋友們瘋狂的在7：55pm（5：55pm actual time）搶台中最後壓軸的票。搶了老半天，竟然一張都沒有，連我們台灣那裡都沒消息，難過啊。線上的黃牛票分明就是敲詐，好想在街上碰到五月天的時候和他們投訴！GRRR！昨天差一步我就拿到票了，creditcard號碼都輸入了，只差過帳啊！媽的。

went for one tutorial today, since i crashed my other lecture ytd afternoon. went to gym on impulse, i don't know why, i just don't wanna waste my time doing nothing and surfin the net at home. so went on the treadmill for 30mins, and rushed for a cuppa BOOST!! and left for the spot to pass amber the brownie i owed her. met roy and accompanied him to city for a while, and back home. i shouldn't be online now. i'd already planned my study plans for the next whole month, i wanna do well for the exam this time to approve for my exchange plans! yes! i have something to work for :) super determined! yup. gotta go now.

oh and i broke my MAYDAY fast already, i needed to listen to mayday's rock songs when i jog, if not i will die down on my pace. 我真的，真的，很想在墨爾本場聽到憨人。那晚在高雄大家一起合唱的憨人，我真的很想念。希望你們大家都去聽一聽，歌詞很感人，曲很catchy，我放在部落格和大家分享吧！一定要看喔！

even quicker!

2010-05-10T16:34:00.006+10:00

by ashin 2010, Auckland - first thing he came to realize, their fire extinguisher can "smile"

(can you see my ashin's reflection? heheheheehe, i believe he's holding a cup of booost!!!)

went for econs tut this morning, came back totally clueless/helpless/stressed/dumb, so i was determined to head down to gym to relieve some stress before i start on my intensive revision
bought a sushi and gobbled it down within seconds. i literally mean seconds, to be exact, 5s ok. that shows how hungry i had been. and to keep myself awake, a cuppa boost! green tea mango mantra lala~ it has caffeine in part of its ingredient, hopefully i really will stay awake!
back home now, used comp for an hr which caused me to delay my study hours. so i will make sure i finish up everything before i turn in tonight.
lastly, i feel my blog is damn boring. anyhoo, jane! maylyn! 4 FREAKINGASS DAYS TO MAYDAY CONCERT! rejoice! hella cool!
so they're in Auckland now, and its 4hrs difference to singapore, 2hrs to melbourne, sorry jane wrong info for you hurhur. hope they're concert will turn out a blast tonight! as always, or maybe, boys, save your energy for Melbourne's concert. Melb's still priority because i'm there. YEAYYE~ off to the books

bye!

p.s DUMPLINGS FOR DINNER AGAIN! HAHAHAH had been eating that for the past few days man, dumplings ftw! XIAO LONG BAO, SIT IN YOUR TRAYS AND WAIT FOR ME IN SINGAPOREEEE!! JOEY YINSUAN JIAYAN EUNICE LETS GO MAKAN :D

quick flash

2010-05-09T19:09:00.003+10:00

ashin drew this many years ago for fish's concert file, he's really good man.

there goes my weekends. amazed how quickly time seem to fly, it's week 10 of school, and in exactly a month's time, i'll be sitting for my exam already! ahhhh, i don't know how am i suppose to do well for this time's exam, up till now i don't have any time to do revision because i'm still caught up with previous chapters or assignments which will not be over until 2 weeks later. and this spells that i will only have a week to do all the catching up on? omg, i don't like it when i have to spend my entire day and night in the library mugging. i better check out when will the exam study hours be out for ballieu so i can head there way before hand. fuck, so panicky. but nvm, look at the bright side, I'M COMING HOME SOON!! and this time i'll be staying for 1.5months hehehehehe! 16june, touching down at 945pm! suppppppper anyone? :D

i smell of strawberry now.. love the body butter i bought from the body shop :)

i love going to the gym now, makes me feel uuuber healthy ;D

lalala

2010-05-06T22:05:00.004+10:00

handed it econs assignments ytd, finally another one down, and no more micro assignments for life now! woooo! worked quite hard for the assignment this time, or rather, i had been occupied with discussions one after another with shannon, sometimes minzhi, mel and shu joined us. gosh, it'd been a tough job. i still have macro next sem :( better than having to undergo more right. i really wanna do well for this as well. anyway, got back my QM assignment today, pretty happy with my scores, hehehe! :)

i felt like dying thou, throughout almost all of the classes today. because of one nasty piece of bread, i was too hungry i suppose thats why i ate it despite believing i did not see the tinny whinny mole on it. sigh, the effect came straight on the night itself. sudden stomache, and then there comes diarrhea and vomiting. fuckit. i think i vomited every hour. yea and a day later, i was wondering why i had such major headache when my stomach feels fine, took my temperature and tadah - 38.7deg. fuck it even more. one full 24 hours of laying on bed and resting and popping pills. i'm alright now! hehehe! happy girl, but i missed my lectures. zzz. really need to thank my friends for being there, esp my rmmate and stella. thanks stella (if you're reading this), for your powerful pills hahah! both times i was sick, both times u were there, thanks! :) dont be too touched and cry. yup.

okay, i'm watching my third show which mayday has attended last time. hahahah full of energy, will study later! bye :] MAYDAY'S CONCERT IN MELBOURNE NEXT FRIDAY! YAY! AND MUSIQ'S ONLINE NOW! HEEEHEEEHEE

feeling empty now, leave it this way, before i start to engage too much thoughts

BAKING!

2010-05-02T15:05:00.004+10:00

HELLO! super duper happy today! though its only midday. Anyway, i woke up with a very bad dream this morning, but i was triggered with a new idea. BAKING!! so after buying my groceries at vic market with natasha, i headed over to safeway and bigW to get my baking necessities! YAY, MY JAPANESE CHEESECAKE TURNED OUT SUPER DUPER WELL! *apart from putting a little too much lemon juice* BUT IT WAS SUPERRRRB, *BURP* hehehehehe! i even bought a tutti fruitti flavoured jam to match with it! wooot! COME OVER TO MY PLACE OR TEXT ME IF YOU WANT SOME! i wanna share it with my friends now! so exciting!

right i need to start typing my econs assignment, wanna do well for it! gogogo! :D CHEESECAKE GAVE ME POWER!! hahaha!

tired of blogging

2010-04-30T11:45:00.002+10:00

point form for now.. very tired

went for early morning econs lecture ytd, studied at ERC, went for tut, met up with friends to do econs assignment. all went well, hopefully it'll remain like that till we hand up our assignment. went to pitstop to confirm our answers, and it all replied to our doubts. awesome
intended to go to gym but i didn't. fag. i think i'm wasting money on the gym, i don't have the urge to go for it even though i really want to.
winter's coming, weather's insanely cold. hate it because i can't perspire!
had been online very very frequently lately, say no for unlimited! (hahaha dream on), not much mayday news these day, or rather after the singapore concert. but not forgetting i'll be seeing them in 14days for melbourne's concert! yipee!
alone at brownless now, waiting for the rest to come for econs assignment. im stupid because i brought my laptop charger and not my adaptor.
i need to study now.

bye

i lead a boring life ...

but somethings are changing my perspective now. i'm so glad to have you out of my life once and for all. you made my day

2010-04-27T21:38:00.000+10:00

Why did i behave like that

I'm ..

i can't sit stillk

2010-04-26T17:27:00.002+10:00

I'm quite annoyed with myself for losing the patience to sit down and mug through the hours. it used to be a simple thing for me in the past, but i just can't set myself to do it now. proud to say, i finished 4 chapters of revision for QM. or in fact, i was merely studying what i missed for skipping lectures. 2 more to go, whole new chapters, papers fresh from the cupboard. yup. 18 more days to MAYDAY'S MELBOURNE DNA ENCORE CONCERT! woot! many plans on hand, hoping all would come true hurhur. My 4 days of long weekend ended just like that, holidays always seem to flash by. 2 assignments due this week, many more tutorials to work on, lectures to attend to. school's been boring. i don't know how time seem to fly this year, and i hadn't been actively participating in events or activities. guess melbourne really isn't the place for me. oh not to mention, met ching ytd morning and wanted to get some groceries at vic market. but guess what, hahahaha we forgot it was ANZAC day or rather not forget, didn't expect the market to not be open. so we headed down to asian groceries further down in city. sigh. asian groceries are so costly, geeeee.

i wanan know about the details for the last DNA concert! argh stupid, can they quickly release the news so i can start planning and mark down the dates! zzz

right back to QM now :(